New quarter started, this quarter will be my deciding factor if i leave or stay. Sometimes i like being in Pitt, just because it gets me away from the same old b.s. and it pushes me to try and meet new people. But it seems that i dont push myself that hard to meet new people, and then when i do try it seems to back fire. I can't win. This weekend was Christians birthday party, and besides me twitching frantically for and hour i had a lot of fun. I miss my friends so much, we are such a weirdly awesome group of people. I could never find any body like them. I didn't think I was going to say anything but I applied to Temple. I was planning on not telling anyone because im afraid i wont get in. I never applied to a real college before, so if i don't get in i would hate myself. But whatever I'm in an honest mood. If I happen to go to Temple i hope whatever sad/funk Im in stops. I really hate being this miserable, it's not me and its not fun.
My birthday is in a week or so and ill be 21. Not sure what will happen, i feel like i should drink and celebrate I mean why not, i hate stupid traditions but i will probably get shit if i don't drink. I'm just not to excited about the fact i could end up twitching and freaking people out from it. Who knows, i just wanna gamble win money and get tattoos.
oh Im being Jake from Adventure Times Abbeys being Finn, we rule.
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