I do what I want.

This weekend was kind of a bummer for me not for any perticular reason, but I just was. Leigh is in Europe somewhere and Abbey was in NYC, and Dave was, well he was sleeping...So bottom line i didn't have my usual to hang out with. Saturday I went with my Mom to A West Philly Psyc ward. I of course was being a moppie bitch. Her great idea was to give haircuts to the crazies. I was not very happy, I wanted to sit in my room in the dark and listen to my records, and have an emo moment.
Then I got to the ward and the people their were so happy too see us. So I started cutting, and got less bitchy. They kept saying thank you, and they all loved god, so they wanted to say a prayer for me, it was weird but nice. Most of them wanted to pay me, they have no money really but a few dollars, and they wanted to give me all they could. Bottom line they were all so appreciative of what i did for them. Even if it was something so little as a haircut. I never want to work in a salon for some ungrateful rich bitches that complain about their perfect lives and their blond perfect hair isn't the right shade.
Eff working in a salon, I will work from home and do hair for friends, family, and people who need a hand. I'm going to college and getting a really job.

The Week from hell is over. Thank GOD!

So after hating my life for a few days and swearing someone is out to get me and make me miserable, things are slowly turing around. My big thing was school and finical aid, but i figured out that if i only take 9 credits instead of 12, i will be able to make it till july! I can then change my money plan and be set! Next is that stupid hit and run thing, totally not my fault, because it never happened, as far as i know the insurance company has taken care of it, so thats good. All other things that happened from the week of hell i have accepted and put it behind me.

Things I want/need to do...

Finish skirt

clean this hell hole of a room

finish work project

exercise more...ew

begin packing for pittsburgh :(

Also eff "My life as Liz" im going to make "My life in Pittsburgh" it will be way more depressing/sadly awesome. Watch for my blog videos if i ever figure it out. Good thing is if i don't figure it out its ok, because no one reads this.

FUCK SNOW! It has caused the week from Hell!

Someone must have it out for me...
-Speeding ticket thats bs 109.50
-My Fincial aid doesn't exsit apparently
-Broke my moms new car. 988.50
-Cops came to my house because someone accused me of being in a hit and run. wtf
-Didn't get anything for valentines day, not that i care but my week sucked it would of been nice to cheer up a bit.
-I can't effing stand this snow anymore

Someone take me outback like Ol' Yeller and put me out of my misery.

Ugh.

I have been in the crappiest mood the past few days. Everything pisses me off, not so much my friends but my bf. He really doesn't do anything, I'm just mad at nothing. I get annoyed that I can't see him, but when I can see him I'm still pissed. I makes no sense. I have had a headache all weekend too, it such a bummer. Besides me being a psychotic gf, I had a lot of fun getting snowed in with Abbey, Leigh, Chad and Jake. We had a good slumber party, and played in the snow. I kind a just sat there but it still had fun. I love my friends Pittsburgh's gonna blow.

I want to look like her...

new hair idea. My goal length by september. Think my hair can grow that fast? lets hope so.So life thus far...My new goal for money is to save my checks from CTC, and only us the money from cutting hair and stuff to pay for stuff like gas. lets also hope this plan works as well. I have a cold that i can't shake its driving me nutz, i want a new nose. I have also been collecting fabric from CTC, i can't wait to sew stuff I'm working on a skirt right now but theres no room in my apartment so its annoying. Only about 7 more weeks till i move. Totally bummed. Its not helping that my financial aid is effed up and my school is a bunch of tards. I hate that place already.