12:35 am still no call.

Last night i will be shaving my legs.

It's time to go out with the girls.

::Cheers::

Who needs em'? I Don't!

It's sad becasue we all do it...

It's a fact.

What did you want to be?

Schools almost over, time to grow up i guess. I probably wont. I have no money for school, and my moms shit broke. I need some type of loan or scholarship but i don't do anything that could get me money.

It weird how at age 10 you have your whole life planned out and you really believe, that what you are going to be. Then a year later your father dies, another year goes by and you and your mom run out of money, you get kicked out constantly because some asshole lives with you, and then finally you move into a 2 room apartment and share a room with your 28 year old brother. 5 years later your hip goes to shit, your a high school drop out, with 4 jobs, and no leads to what you want to do with your life.

Fuck life, fuck dreams.













I'm becoming a PR Specialists.

I am the assassin

Arm yourself with knowledge.

The white cheetah strikes at midnight...

Saturday the shit hits the fan!

I collapse

Not taken
letting go so I can be all alone Feel myself letting go...
I am yours? I'm up and doing circles.

When I'm just so sick of feeling less than perfect.
Is it right for me? I never fight to see if coming clean
Would get to me. I feel myself, holding back.
I feel the pressure, it's finally back.

<3 Abbey

t&s

I Know i talk in Circles

I just have so much to say.

And so much i don't want you to know.

The past is here to stay.

But the future is coming my way.

Regressing to 10th Grade

I did absolutly nothing till like 4pm

Then i went to elisas and just chilled with her little bro, and maggie who is about to pop!

Chilled with Bowzie and sean! hit up the apple bees and then chilled at his house! so good!

Chilled with E's drunk dad and godfather, and leigh schooled them in pool! and rock band! Then Retarted drunked andy called me so we headed down to jons.

Got there Andy was passed out and so was Aj.

The best was when andy ate his match stick water ha.

Bottom line andy is retarted.

Got home at 5:30

Such a 10th grade night so much random shit!

I love my friends!