Happy Easter, I love Pineapple pancakes.

So I'm lazy and don't fell like trying...my life isn't exciting.

Good the Bad and the Ugly

Good:
-Found a cute morning place to eat that makes awesome pancakes
-Found an old movie theater that plays old movies like the county in dtown
-Found a park to sit and eat
-Found a vegan hot dog/burger joint that's cool
-Roommates are cool
-Think I have a job again at American Apparel


Bad:
-Trains/bus make no sense, they might as well not have a schedule
-Train/bus fee system makes no sense some you pay before you get on others after you get on some you don't even pay on the train, you pay at a booth. So i said eff all you and didn't pay.
-My school sucks at there job so I have to drop a class so I have money to live

UGLY:
-People here suck
-No one can dress themselves
-Everyone is "slow"/inbreed
-Have not met one person I would ever consider talking too
-Everyone is creepy and stares

Side Note: I have never seen more blind people in my entire life, there is something in the water.

Night 1 Day 1 Pittsburgh.

The ride down was harsh as soon as I pulled away I started to cry a little. I looked back seeing Andy and Abbey having fun in my front lawn as I pulled away. It sucked, I'm seriously going to miss my friends. I always think I don't really have that many friends at least really close ones, I still do think that but, I found out I have a few more friends than I thought. Alli had a going away thing for me and that was great. I really appreciated it, Shes a great girl. I was so happy to see everyone their.
Anyways on the drive to Pitt I kept seeing roads with the name ending in "Gap". I hate that word, it makes me feel like it's such a far distance from everyone and everything, and there is nothing out west here. There is a Gap in time, its like a black whole of nothing, farm after farm after farm.
I finally got into the city of Pitt. and it isn't horrible but it is small. And everything surrounding it is really just the suburbs, just housing everywhere. My house being part of it, if i had to explain my new home of Dormant, it is a cross between Doylestown, with the shops, and Perkasie with the hick vibe. It is very small and very mountainous. Now the house itself... Its old but better than what I'm used too, there is a lot of room. My room, first thing I noticed smelled straight up like WEED, I was laughing/kind of annoyed. Its gone now, but I thought, really...another thing my room is freezing. Good thing my mom is smart and brought a space heater. On a good note my room is big, so is my bathroom, and other "art" room. It has been raining so I haven't explored much, but my mom and I went to Walmart, omg is stuff cheap here.
I'm not miserable, but not happy yet, it doesn't help that i FORGOT HALF OF MY CLOTHS, I really want to kick myself for it right now, but mom says she will ship them out. Overall life isn't horrible my roomates are nice, I still haven't met the one, but I'm sure it will be ok. Life in Pittsburgh has just begun, I have a long road ahead of me...

I MISS...
DAVE
LEIGH
ABBEY
CHAD
NATASHA
RAUN
HOBER
"THE BOYS/PERVS"
THE GIRLS IN MY LIFE
PHILLY CHEESESTEAKS
KNOWING WHERE I AM GOING! omg do i hate being lost.

I am Human and I want to be Loved, Just like every body else does.

Looking back on life isn't aways a good idea. Remembering what you had and how great it was, and then you see what you have now, and its well...disappointing sometimes. You don't want to go back but your always afraid you will never get to that place again. Maybe this is as good as it gets? Maybe I should be happy that it isn't worse?

I am happy,
Sometimes.

I Just wanna be adored...

I do what I want.

This weekend was kind of a bummer for me not for any perticular reason, but I just was. Leigh is in Europe somewhere and Abbey was in NYC, and Dave was, well he was sleeping...So bottom line i didn't have my usual to hang out with. Saturday I went with my Mom to A West Philly Psyc ward. I of course was being a moppie bitch. Her great idea was to give haircuts to the crazies. I was not very happy, I wanted to sit in my room in the dark and listen to my records, and have an emo moment.
Then I got to the ward and the people their were so happy too see us. So I started cutting, and got less bitchy. They kept saying thank you, and they all loved god, so they wanted to say a prayer for me, it was weird but nice. Most of them wanted to pay me, they have no money really but a few dollars, and they wanted to give me all they could. Bottom line they were all so appreciative of what i did for them. Even if it was something so little as a haircut. I never want to work in a salon for some ungrateful rich bitches that complain about their perfect lives and their blond perfect hair isn't the right shade.
Eff working in a salon, I will work from home and do hair for friends, family, and people who need a hand. I'm going to college and getting a really job.

The Week from hell is over. Thank GOD!

So after hating my life for a few days and swearing someone is out to get me and make me miserable, things are slowly turing around. My big thing was school and finical aid, but i figured out that if i only take 9 credits instead of 12, i will be able to make it till july! I can then change my money plan and be set! Next is that stupid hit and run thing, totally not my fault, because it never happened, as far as i know the insurance company has taken care of it, so thats good. All other things that happened from the week of hell i have accepted and put it behind me.

Things I want/need to do...

Finish skirt

clean this hell hole of a room

finish work project

exercise more...ew

begin packing for pittsburgh :(

Also eff "My life as Liz" im going to make "My life in Pittsburgh" it will be way more depressing/sadly awesome. Watch for my blog videos if i ever figure it out. Good thing is if i don't figure it out its ok, because no one reads this.

FUCK SNOW! It has caused the week from Hell!

Someone must have it out for me...
-Speeding ticket thats bs 109.50
-My Fincial aid doesn't exsit apparently
-Broke my moms new car. 988.50
-Cops came to my house because someone accused me of being in a hit and run. wtf
-Didn't get anything for valentines day, not that i care but my week sucked it would of been nice to cheer up a bit.
-I can't effing stand this snow anymore

Someone take me outback like Ol' Yeller and put me out of my misery.